January 2010
388 posts
My mother only had one eye.
I hated her… she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mother came to say hello to me…
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?!
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said:
“EEEE, your mum only has one eye!”
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mother to just disappear.
So I confronted her that day and said:
“If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?”
My mother did not respond!
I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings…
I wanted to get out of that house…
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren!
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.
I screamed at her:
“How dare you come to my house and scare my children!”
“GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!”
And to this, my mother quietly answered:
“Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address”
And she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip…
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!.
My neighbors said that she…
Had died!
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…
“My beloved son,
I think of you all the time…
I’m sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see…
When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So…
I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With my love to you…
…Your mother.”this made me cry =’(
OMG :[
Wow. stupid son. T.T
what a fucked up son ,
Sacramento mall today (;
w/ the older sister, i don’t know what she wants to buy, she just called me to get ready before 3 :P
anyone going on a sunday ?
What grade are you in?
8th ,
I’m an 8th grader too!
Haha cool , ;]
ask something ?
OMFG BITCHH ! stop calling.
soo just about a minute ago this dude called ;
me:hello helloooo’
stranger:hello,who’s this
called again ! cause i hung up -.-
stranger:helloo’ is elizabeth there?
me:uhh noo
stranger:you sure ?
me:yes i am sure, there’s no elizabeth here,
stranger:soo whats your name ?
me:you don’t gotta know that *hangs up
BITCHH YOU SOUND HELLA FUCKING OLD.like over 22 or something
shoulda said ‘suck my dick’ then hang up xDD
Soo you know when people want to fight you just because they thought or heard that you were talking sh/t &maybe you weren’t ;
soo, do they wanna just get revenge or get back at you by hurting you physically ?
My older siser and mom, is planning to go Cambodia or Thailand, idk.
&they told me to watch over the house -.- my family has nothing but guys living here,AGHHH soo much mess to clean, + my annoying little sister :P
no plans.
You know those ‘reblog if’ thing ?why can’t it just take that part off, soo people won’t trip about the ‘reblog if’ sh/t.
for ex: ‘Reblof if you like chocolate’ ‘reblog if you seen this movie’
idk something like that ,why can’t it just show a clip of the movie only or a picture of some type of chocolate you like -.- ,people might just gonna ‘like’ it.
i rarely reblog those ‘reblog if’, but sometimes the sentence don’t need to have ‘reblog if’ in it.
-i’m just saying
i don’t like getting dressed then about an hour or so later i find out we’re not going anywhere/out.
&when i don’t get ready for anything, we end up going somewhere when i look all crappy and have to rush -.-
but at times like these I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone that would make me smile by hearing their voice or someone that would know how to comfort me. Someone that would just listen or be there for reassurance. Just that one person’s presence and just knowing that they care for me. Family and friends just don’t give off that same feeling of contentment. I’m fine being single but sometimes the absence of someone being there gets to me.
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My neighbors be w/ their ‘band’ or some shit playing music late at night !playing drums in sh/t, fkn school nights too -.- it gets annoying but at least it’s not that loud,and their backyard ! do you know where my fucking room window is ?!next to it ! and they fkn talk loud ! -.- like deep ass voices thoo ; it’s like everynight they probably sleep at like 3 in the morning every night.Their kinda new to this neighborhood too ;
I was willing to take a fall just for you.Hoping that you would’ve caught me.